浪人 & self indulging

上班一个多月，期间过了不知长短的五一，好歹写完了似乎永远也写不完的论文，现在发现搞科研是一件多么需要勇气与毅力的事情。
每天在闹钟声中起床，在食堂吃固定数量的包子，喝一份豆浆，骑车经过清晨的主干道，穿过天桥等班车……，在固定的点你会看到某几个固定的人，有时想也许你现在身边的人若干年前就像现在这样只是你旁边匆匆走过的路人甲，忙完一天坐着班车返回，没有悬念地去桃李麻辣烫，跟小虾米一起一个多月几乎没有间断的天天麻辣烫，我们似乎正疾驰在奔往传说中的麻辣男人的高速轨道上……，这似乎就是传说中的上班生活。

毕业答辩按部就班，很快就要告别学生时代，无语（没有凝噎），不知道该说些什么（废话！）
身边的同学朋友都开始走向新的人生阶段，实习，工作，去往新的城市，迈向新的旅程。站在人生的十字路口？小J说“人生没有十字路口，人生就是田野，你想怎么拐就怎么拐……”。恩，我们正走在“读书成才，知识改变命运”的大道上……

写博是不是件自我沉浸的事情？……

我想我还是洗洗睡了先。

walking & listening

如果让我遇见你 而你正当年轻
用最真的心 换你最深的情
如果让我遇见你 而我依然年轻
也相信永恒是不变的曾经
如果让我离开你 而你已能平静
只愿你放心 也不要你担心
如果让你离开我 假装我也平静
就算是伤心也当作是无心
时空阻隔止长路迢迢
情丝缠绕岂是长发飘飘
那红尘俗世的人 为什麽 总是多情惹烦恼
本是云该化作雨 投入海的胸襟
却含著泪水 任孤独的飘零
本是属於我的你同把人生看尽
却无缘再聚 怨苍天变了心
无缘再聚 怨苍天变了心

the show is over, say goodbye

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There’s no one here
[There’s no one here, there’s no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there’s no one around
[no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don’t know who you are]
I’ve always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you’ve always known it’s true [you know it’s true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
Say good-bye, say good-bye
Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you’re breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make’em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
[role that you played]
No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don’t know who you are]
All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story’d go
How was I to know you’d break
[You’d break, you’d break, you’d break]
You’d break my heart
I’ve always been in love with you
[I’ve always been in love with you]
Guess you’ve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
Say good-bye, say good-bye
Say good-bye